TIME HAS CHANGED

long distance calls are expensive

they steal your money 

they steal your time

they steal your relationship 

they steal your moments 

free internet calls are like a silent cancer 

they grow up in the relationship 

when they are free they make a call

without understanding the consequences 

you love you daughter

you love your parents

everyone does 

but they have time and limit

when you want to spent time with your  wife

phone rings like a siren 

And  moments breaks up

our time spoils 

you know everyone loves their parents

everyone talk to their parents

it should not steal your time 

it should not steal your  moments

when you come home after the work

tired and drained

you want your wife on the side

asking your day holding your hands

make a tea or coffee

beer or a small wine

the expectations always breaks up

when you need her, she is on the phone

when you want her on the side of your bed 

she is still talking on the long distance calls

non of the chats are important

non of the chats make difference 

instead , it is killing the relationship

it is rejecting your own presence 

you always stand on the edge

you always want to make up the relationship

you alway fail

your wife is chatting with a baby 

thousand kilometer away for hours

you are waiting your wife in the bed

you never know she ever comes beside you

your nerves tired 

then the relationship shattered 

you walk a step head to remind her

the importance of time

importance of the relationship

but the ego blocks her rationality

then you think you do your best

you better change yourself 

try to celebrate the loneliness 

TIME HAS  CHANGED

You can't sleep on the bed

you roll and roll on the bed

when others are snoring

tossing your head on the pillow 

and wrapped in a quilt 

you never know when you gonna sleep

heartbeat increases 

head start reeling 

and you cover the lid 

to make you feel sleep

you think you are not worried 

you think you are not stressed

but the things go weird 

then you go to bed unhappy

anxiety drives you crazy

night becomes horrible 

with awaking dreams

multiple ideas oozing in your mind

all you need someone who cares it

someone who covers it 

with care and love

with support and encouragement 

then all goes wrong all of a sudden 

you are alone in the bed

you feel alone in the life 

lonely lonely I'm on the bed

roll and roll 

a painful night without sleep 

you can not sleep thinking you have no sleep

you can not sleep being lonely in the bed

you have dreams

you have plans

you have the work to do in a month 

your plan is rejected

your ideas are mocked 

then you feel drained 

like somebody is hammering on your head

you lie on the bed

no matter how cozy it is

you never know when you gonna sleep

roll and roll 

toss and throw right and left

your breath gasping

your heart beating faster and faster 

you are sweating on the bed

only one thing you pray with god is nice sleep

may your sleep make you feel relaxed

may your sleep make you feel amazing 

you take a deep breath to make body calm

at the end you are drained 

your head is buzzing

your plans go terribly wrong

no sleep in your eyes 

no happiness in your face 

you feel you are lost in the vastness of cluster 

and next day 

you promise you will never be the same

promising to go to the gym

go to see the doctor 

look for new job or business 

improve the relationship around

and you try 

and you try 

and you try

things remain the same day after day

with the same hologram 

you can not sleep at the night