Wednesday, December 11, 2019

You can't sleep on the bed

you roll and roll on the bed
when others are snoring
tossing your head on the pillow 
and wrapped in a quilt 
you never know when you gonna sleep
heartbeat increases 
head start reeling 
and you cover the lid 
to make you feel sleep
you think you are not worried 
you think you are not stressed
but the things go weird 
then you go to bed unhappy
anxiety drives you crazy
night becomes horrible 
with awaking dreams
multiple ideas oozing in your mind
all you need someone who cares it
someone who covers it 
with care and love
with support and encouragement 
then all goes wrong all of a sudden 
you are alone in the bed
you feel alone in the life 
lonely lonely I'm on the bed
roll and roll 
a painful night without sleep 
you can not sleep thinking you have no sleep
you can not sleep being lonely in the bed
you have dreams
you have plans
you have the work to do in a month 
your plan is rejected
your ideas are mocked 
then you feel drained 
like somebody is hammering on your head
you lie on the bed
no matter how cozy it is
you never know when you gonna sleep
roll and roll 
toss and throw right and left
your breath gasping
your heart beating faster and faster 
you are sweating on the bed
only one thing you pray with god is nice sleep
may your sleep make you feel relaxed
may your sleep make you feel amazing 
you take a deep breath to make body calm
at the end you are drained 
your head is buzzing
your plans go terribly wrong
no sleep in your eyes 
no happiness in your face 
you feel you are lost in the vastness of cluster 
and next day 
you promise you will never be the same
promising to go to the gym
go to see the doctor 
look for new job or business 
improve the relationship around
and you try 
and you try 
and you try
things remain the same day after day
with the same hologram 
you can not sleep at the night 



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